Disarray

My life is still utter chaos. The black onyx helps with not getting angry so easily and is helping my PTSD believe it or not.. but the VA just made it jump back a few thousand feet. I have a comp and pen appt on friday. I was SUPPOSED to have another one on October 5th. I get home today and find out that they changed it without telling me. When you ask? MOTHER FUCKING JANUARY 2011!!?!! I'm so close to homeless as it is. I can't pay for storage. I can't pay rent. I'm squatting in someones house. I have no income. I can't even afford to get a Cali license. I'm THAT broke.

The VA is creating more homeless veterans. Veterans come first my fucking ass.

My life is in shambles but I'm holding it together. I'm alone. Fuck my life. Seriously. Nothing can ever fucking go right for me. Ever.