You can't get more single than I am. But for the first time in my life, I'm having to turn ppl down. Not just a few, like a lot. I don't understand how all that works. I was a social butterfly, not a model. I'm not used to being hit on. Well lol there was that one time in japan i got hit on... That would be the night my 1st husband slammed my head off the pavement. No, its not funny. But I am at peace with it. I'm allowed to laugh at it.
I really don't feel like driving. My body is crashing. Its tired and stressed. I've been in so much pain lately. So much that nothing seems to help.
I made it there and back. Not long after I got back, attitude ensued.. forcing my anxiety up. Thanks for that by the way. But I just took my medicine so I feel better now. Makes me want to move even sooner. If I get the money, I will for sure. Either way, i have to drive down there before I actually move. Guess I should start figuring this out now.
