It's sunday. The Eagles are gettin stomped by the Giants. Good way to start off the day. But the Steelers game is on right after, so there's still hope for PA.
I woke up at 5am confused. Seems to be a reoccurring thing. Then realized Adam was up too thanks to some firecrackers. There's never just one veteran wide awake at 3am. I ended up stayin up til almost 8am. Crashed til after 11. That's when I remembered there was a camera crew in the house. Awesome. That means I can't pee until their done. lmao. That's all I could think about. But they were all pretty cool. I was telling them about a few of my ideas and apparently they're pretty good. lol
I stayed in my room til I seen the Eagles get the game tying touchdown. I was excited and walked into the kitchen. I didn't get to see the end of the game because I ended up talking the whole time. But we won! :) I'm watching the Steelers game right now. I hardly get to watch any of their games on TV because they never show them. So it's rare and I like it.
I haven't decided officially as of yet, but I'm looking into moving south, like Long Beach. The way it's looking, I'll be down there a lot anyways. So to save on the destruction traveling does on my body... why not just move there? Well, that's how I see it. Only time will tell tho. And if I do, I'll get to see my niece in Hemet. Never seen her.
The holidays kinda got me depressed. I spend a lot of time by myself, so it feels like every other Christmas I've had in the last 10 years. Lonely and pointless. Might be the PTSD. Who knows. It sure would be nice to have someone to watch football with. I feel stupid yelling at the TV by myself. lol
Headaches are back. So, definitely glad I still have Excedrin Express Gels. The only thing that works on my headache that you don't need a prescription for. It's crazy.
Still waiting on the green light from Nadia. lol I have til the end of next month, I just want to know if I can get Bradley or not. It's driving me crazy not knowing.
