I'm not sure if it's good or bad that I have turned to writing as an outlet? Does it help? A little. But I have no one to talk to. No one is allowed to know about my life. But, thats what I don't get. What's there to hide? I haven't had sex is longer than I care to admit. I don't have a boyfriend... or any other half. It's just me really. I have friends and shit like that, but it's just not the same. Where the hell is my life going? I can't really seem to tell. It's all chaos.
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has many stories. The one called, " Where are the good guys" still kicks my ass. The point is, writing is a great way to control the emotions that come with combat. I have written some stories several times. I have had some published and then rewrote them the next day. This is all good for me and fuck the people who say I am obsessed. What do they know.